no regrets

my Love life is so damn complicated tapi i have no regrets knowing both of u....'E" was my first crush, sngt2 comel with the korea look and terlalu bnyk persamaan that watever i do, akn ingt dia....tpi our relation xkekal lama bcuz dia dah ada org laen, i was only dia punye scandal...but dia treat me like i was the only girl in the world...we did almost everything together, jalan kt area Kuantan, Dungun and K.Terengganu tu is our routine...ada jer masa free. kite akn go out, konco2 dia pun akn join skx...kt kltn lak kite still kuar cm biasa, even dia sngt family oriented..yet we still have time for each other....

dia suka tengok bola....MU..ingt lagi time football season, we will talk about soccer...i had to learn sal MU and ingt tarikh2 match to make sure dia tak miss the game....i Love doing it....hahaha.(agak sengal)..time study week paling best cuz kite akn study 2gether....g jalan2 and maen...MOvies is a must time2 nie...be watching saw, spiderman, Lord of the Ring, hArry potter....etc..keje kite abiskan duit sewa movie..nk tngk kt pawagam...dungun mana ada.(too bad)...

We break up time cuti sem on 2009...sngt sad time tu, cm xdapat face the fact...thanks to my friends yg jaga i..farah, nisa, hafiz, aiman and syima....without them i would be sad giler....tpi mmg our relation xdapat kekal lama pun..it was wrong in the first place...our Love is not base on love but more ikut nafsu...(biasalah jiwa kanak2)...never shall i forget 'E"...taught me more bout life, having fun and a little Love....

      After clash dgn 'E'..came 'A"...dia agak berbeza dari 'E"...everything yg aq buat msti kena inform dia dulu, kdng2 agak menyampah cuz dia terlalu kongkong....sangat berani in everything dia buat, upload pic2 yg privacy kt fb smpai aq gaduh dgn kwn2....relation dgn "A" xlama pun, last for a few months cuz kite terlalu berbeza....dia suka hiburan yg agak liar, aq lak jenis suka duk dlm umah jer.(layan movie n lagu lagi best)...one thing yg aq sngt2 admire 'A' dia seorg yg sngt romantik...kategori mulut manis, and dia xkn tipu..always tell me the truth even rasa cm nk cekik jer bila dia g thu...ada relation dgn janda org...watever pun, aq mmg xberapa nk serious dgn dia..so i let 'A' go...skrg dia lak terhegeh cari aq....we were never meant to be...skrg single lagi baek, tpi dalam hati still wanting Love...kna tunggu jelah for the right person....huhuhu..

cinta utk faMily n Kawan2 are more precious than Love for one individual..