Bukit Tinggi.......

Bukit tinggi tmpt aq prac for 4 whole months....ok sngt penat tau but the people there are wonderful...the kitchen is oklah, not that big but got variety of outlets....xpi bkn sume yg indah menjanjikn kebahagiaan...huhuhuhu..ada gk few chef yg mencapap...like kt pastry, si kent n auni...diorg dapat gelaran anjing n kucing...gaduh jer everyday, mmg xbole jupe..both of them xde teamwork n slalu blame each other..klau kent keje pagi, dia xbgi ktorg prepare brg utk mlm if auni keje....klau kt ala carte lak, juz chef dia gatal cikit...cuma 1 problem, kt la cicogne..kna masak guna arak...ATTENTION!!!!...I NEVER USE WINE...pls lah aq mmg xnk masuk la cicogne...next 2 weeks after butcher...mmg kna masuk sana lh..dh try mintak pengecualian tpi chef Azul kta if niat nk blajar its ok...mcmlh xde bnda laen nk blajar..aishhh!!!...kt sana nti mmg kna simpan stock tanah liat bnyk2 utk samak.. i really hope everything will be ok, mmg tngh blur cuz im not really sure Hukum bila dealing with wine....xberdosa ker klau masak guna arak even niat utk blajar???...dhla dosa bertimbun, skrg nk kna deal with this situation.....

i deserve it

i think im falling in Love....but the bad think is, its been so long since i been in Love which it makes me forgot sometimes that im in a relationship....im getting so use with the single thing..He changed me for some reason where now i can think of having my own family...even there are some differences between us but the chemistry is there..the most common one is that both of us are very sensitive.....i never met someone so easily touched which several times i hurt his feelings....i regret this..

it was wrong to have sweet chats with my guy friends...it was wrong to care and stay connected to my Ex..i know bout this but im a very stubborn and ska sngt pentingkn diri sendiri...when r u going to forgive me...i cant even sleep right now cuz i fucking fell so bad bout my actions....i really want this relationship to work buz ur different from me...the good side of me that im longing to have..ur the person that can give happiness to me..

for years i was in my own world...the L world i mean...the world where relationship is totally different..too many unfaithful actions and too many sins...im trying to change this, but its gonna take extra time..i still keep u in my heart where no one can replace my feelings towards u....owh gosh will u forgive me chubby???....every second im thinking bout u....wat sort of spell r u giving me.... im a bad girlfriend and im sorry....i wont call or text u till u forgive me...time and space is wat u need then i shall grant that....just remember that i didnt lie, i was telling the truth bout my actions...even my actions was stupid and wrong but i want u to know the truth....